[ he looks like he wants to argue this but you know what
fine.
it starts with a low growl from deep in leo's throat. gritted teeth, as his skin because to tingle and steam. then at once, his body is covered in flames, and he shouts another frustrated curse, knuckles white where he's balled his hands into fists against the ground. ]
[Honestly? Even though Tsuyukusa looks startled, he doesn't look as scared as you might expect him to look, with his aversion to fire? He just sort of watches it with the mute combination of a baby who isn't quite sure what to think of fireworks. Maybe it's scary but maybe it's pretty? Unclear.]
[Between the flames mostly having gone down, and Leo saying THAT, Tsuyukusa literally has no choice but to go over to him, sinking into a crouch next to him.]
[ he is unsure of how to feel at being pet so he just will focus on his breathing, stopping the fire. ]
I promised her when I was little that I wouldn't use it at all, at least until I met my dad. But I broke that promise because I thought I could protect her from this goddess that came to threaten us. If she knew that, maybe she'd understand.
[ he takes another deep breath, and this time it comes out a little shaky. ]
Doesn't change that she died, though. Doesn't change anything. Gods.
[ talking about this... isn't helping. his skin is probably still hot to the touch, but he focuses on his breathing and runs a hand through his hair. ]
[Well talking about the bad murder he did seems unpleasant right now so... maybe after.]
The area we lived in was near a human temple. It wasn't a problem really because they had a barrier and left us alone. But... there was this girl there, a holy child, some sort of vessel of Teiten's power or something.
Because she was holy, no one treated her like a normal kid. They all kept her at arms length. So she would sneak out to play with me because I didn't care about that. But the whole time, apparently... she was jealous of me, and Byakuroku. So she made the priestesses think Byakuroku was trying to corrupt her.
That's why they came into the forest. I tried to drive them off, but just managed to get myself badly hurt. And because he had to protect me, Byakuroku couldn't fight properly. And that's why he died.
...That doesn't sound like it was your fault any more than Gaea coming after me and my mom was mine. Someone else made the decision to attack, not you.
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[ his patience is GONE. ]
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[He is SO STRESSED.]
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he just takes several big steps back.]
Go on, then.
[BE ON FIRE NOW.]
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fine.
it starts with a low growl from deep in leo's throat. gritted teeth, as his skin because to tingle and steam. then at once, his body is covered in flames, and he shouts another frustrated curse, knuckles white where he's balled his hands into fists against the ground. ]
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Does that help?
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[ another growl, as he continues to burn. it doesn't seem to hurt him at all, though, so there's that.
but when he speaks again, his voice is shaking. ]
I don't like doing this, Tsuyu.
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... Would hitting me help?
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but he's still burning so he just gives tsuyu an incredulous look. are you serious, tree. ]
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[A beat]
Hey, wait, I thought you said you didn’t get your fire resistance back yet??
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I didn't. It's only for the fire I generate, while it's on me.
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Sorry. I thought that would help.
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[ he's just. going to try to pat out the remaining flames but it's only so successful when he's still in fire-breathing dragon mode. ]
It doesn't help, man. I hate losing control of it. That's what got my mom killed.
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Shit, Leo, I'm sorry, I didn't know.
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...I know. I don't go out of my way to talk about it.
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I'm... I'm sure, no I know she doesn't hold it against you. Because my father doesn't hold it against me, either.
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No, she probably wouldn't. It's not like I'll ever get a chance to ask her, but if she knew why I did it...
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[The fire breath startles him a little, but he settles back down and pats Leo. Pat pat.]
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I promised her when I was little that I wouldn't use it at all, at least until I met my dad. But I broke that promise because I thought I could protect her from this goddess that came to threaten us. If she knew that, maybe she'd understand.
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... Yeah. At least you were trying to do something good.
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Doesn't change that she died, though. Doesn't change anything. Gods.
[ talking about this... isn't helping. his skin is probably still hot to the touch, but he focuses on his breathing and runs a hand through his hair. ]
...What happened with you?
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[He will allow the subject change because talking about Leo's doesn't seem to be helping.]
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Whichever.
[ just talk, tree!! ]
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The area we lived in was near a human temple. It wasn't a problem really because they had a barrier and left us alone. But... there was this girl there, a holy child, some sort of vessel of Teiten's power or something.
Because she was holy, no one treated her like a normal kid. They all kept her at arms length. So she would sneak out to play with me because I didn't care about that. But the whole time, apparently... she was jealous of me, and Byakuroku. So she made the priestesses think Byakuroku was trying to corrupt her.
That's why they came into the forest. I tried to drive them off, but just managed to get myself badly hurt. And because he had to protect me, Byakuroku couldn't fight properly. And that's why he died.
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